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All the books I read in the first half of 2026

August 20, 2026

I confess, I haven't been reading as much as I did last year. (I blame the all-consuming buzz of a new relationship. And moving. And giant retrogrades that have truly knocked me on my ass.) It doesn't help, too, that the first handful of reads of the year weren't really my favorites...but, let's get into it!

A love letter to reading


This quick, bright collection of 53 vignettes investigates reading. How we do it, why, where, when, etc. Hwang has such a refreshing breadth of literary references at her disposal and she uses them liberally here—practically every two chapters, I was writing down the name of an author or a work I'd never encountered before! 

I picked this book up primarily because I wanted to get to know the woman behind Welcome to the Hyunam-Dong Bookshop, which was so clearly written by a bibliophile. Her earnest voice shines through all of her writing—fiction and non—and I am solidly a fan.

A (second) trip to the underworld


In this sequel to Ninth House, we actually follow Alex to Hell in her increasingly desperate attempts to rescue Darlington. I read this whole thing in 24 hours, absolutely ravenous for the story after how much I loved the first one! I have no idea what I'm going to do until the third one comes out in the fall. 

This book doesn't pack as powerful a punch as the original—true of most sequels—but Leigh's signature class commentary and tremendous character growth are all present here, too! I found Alex's core wound (about Hellie) extremely repetitive and a tad heavy-handed. Of course, this could be due to the truncated timeline I read this in...Of course, the evil character reveals were apparent to me before they happened, but like in Book I. Didn't hinder my enjoyment, though! 

A journey to the afterlife (sort of) 


Sandra is a working mom with a teenage son, Trip, who has autism, problems with authority, and a penchant for stargazing. Sandra decides to put Trip in an assisted living/special needs camp while she goes on a 7-week work trip to Nepal for a conference about death. Unfortunately, on week #1 of her trip, Sandra dies, around the same time that Trip escapes camp and is picked up by a weirdo driving directly into a hurricane. The rest of the story includes Trip and Weirdo stranding themselves on a stolen boat in the middle of the Atlantic and Sandra possessing a fellow conference attendee (landing him in Swedish jail, in the process) in her attempt to save her son.

I picked this up because the flap copy promised Amie's attempt to materialize Buddhist philosophy and the Tibetan Book of the Dead. There were certainly several attempts made to that end, but the overall effect was SO annoying, it was palpable. (I felt like Madeline Kahn in Clue, IYKYK.) The disjointed nature of the story and its utter absurdity are attempts to serve a Larger Purpose, I know, but.....damn! My kingdom for a sequitur. 

The Kirkus review of this novel pointed out, "There are few topics more emotionally rousing than the endurance of love beyond the grave, which makes the novel's flatness here...in her attempt to render complex Buddhist abstract philosophies, I fear Amie sapped her characters of agency.

Getting stuck in a time loop that's also a mental hospital


This is a really cool premise for a book! Our protagonist wakes up on a bus in 1953 heading to a mental hospital with no memory and a strong conviction that she doesn't belong here. Dorothy (if that's even her name) keeps having flashes to the future (or does she?) where she learns that she's on a secret mission to travel back in time to prevent the outbreak of a major virus. 

The notion is that we are meant to be just as confused as Dorothy about her perspective and the "truth." Really, though, it's clear which truth Melissa wants us to root for. The scenes inside the mental institution are the most effective, everything else really pales in comparison. Melissa uses overly explanatory dialogue to move the plot forward often, which made me feel like I was watching a Netflix show talking down to me. There's also an incredibly underbaked relationship that becomes highly consequential at the end? Sadly cooler in premise than in delivery. 

Moving in sync with your cycle 


In all honesty, I skimmed this. I was looking for some very specific guidance about training and eating in accordance with my cycle and I didn't feel the need to read the anecdotes. I liked that Alisa incorporated learnings from traditional Chinese medicine. I did not love that big chunks of every section were plugs for her company, but that's to be expected. I'll never know what critical information was hidden behind a paywall, considering I refuse to participate in Big Tech's monitoring of my body as much as I can.

Getting stuck in a liminal space that's also a mental hospital


This is what I'm talking about when I say I've been reading some stinkers lately. I had such high hopes for this one! It's kind of a mix of the premises of The Once and Future Me and Trip, both of which I had very mixed feelings about. And somehow....

I'll be honest, I DNF'd this one. I know, I know! I NEVER do that. But....damn! This story is about women who are imprisoned for "dangerous dreams" that the technostate can see (bc ofc) that "makes them dangerous" to the men in their lives. Sounds like my kinda sh*t, right?! 

Sadly....it was a slog, TBH. I was not invested in any of the main characters enough and I kept getting narratively confused. I also found Laila's guiding, authorial hand to be far too obvious for my taste. Less than a full third of the way through the book, I flipped to the final few pages (I knoW! I'm committing countless reader sins) and let's just say....I'm incredibly grateful I didn't stick it out.

A guide to establishing better habits


The tidbit that remained with me the most after finishing this book was the fact that Gretchen Rubin—a self-professed Upholder—doesn't eat fruit. The entirety of her strategies are lost to me, only a few months after finishing it.

A dysfunctional family narrative for the ages


One of my favorite reads of the whole year, I can already tell. Holy shit, this book is amazing. Recommended by my friend, Caroline, who has yet to steer me wrong with a book rec, for the record.

The Flynn family is f*cked up. Mom & Dad just opened up their marriage, only because Mom wanted to, though, and she tries to hook up with the hot neighbor Dad, which goes very quickly south in an unexpectedly hilarious way. Dad starts sleeping in the family minivan in a sort-of protest, before he finds himself unexpectedly attracted to a "church-y" woman at the Lost Lambs support group his therapist makes him attend. 

Their daughters are not faring much better. The eldest Flynn daughter (a senior in high school) is dating a 20-something colloquially known as "War Crimes Wes," who works private security for the elusively sinister local billionaire. The middle Flynn girl is being radicalized by her ISIS e-boyfriend online, and the youngest of the group is far too smart for her own good and sent to a camp for special children in the woods as a kind of last resort for the sanity of the nuns at her school. 

This novel has the best ending I've come across for a dysfunctional family novel thus far (and my affinity for the genre is....well documented, to say the least.) One of my friends described this as "Little Women for the 21st century," which feels apt. 

Getting stuck in Germany when it's also a time loop


I accidentally picked up the third volume in a seven-title series, but boy did it capture me anyway! Protagonist Tara is stuck in the 18th of November. And over the course of the (apparently) seven books of this series, she confronts the existential issues spurred by this time loop in a very Scandinavian way. Namely, she doesn't particularly do anything. 

By that I mean, this is not a thriller. Tara is not starring in an action movie or trying to crack open the mystery of this time loop to save the world. Instead, Tara is adapting to live, more or less, "normally" in these incredibly NOT normal circumstances. Solvej manages to create something wholly unique here, IMO. As Tara goes along, she notices that the natural world is also, like her, unstuck from the loop, so though the same people go to the same grocery stores to purchase the same things every single November 18th, the food is slowly diminishing. The rules of this loop are still opaque, to us and to Tara, and the pattern-recognition part of my brain was very soothed by Solvej's writing style. Highly recommend. 

Dishing up murder, rice, and friendship


Turns out, my butter fanaticism could be taken up a notch. Who knew? Loosely based on a real crime (I think), Butter tells the story of Rika, a mousy reporter at a local magazine who strikes up an unlikely relationship with Manako Kajii, a famous woman in prison for (allegedly) causing the deaths of several of her older, rich boyfriends. Kajii is famously reclusive and doesn't tend to talk to reporters, but Rika catches her attention by asking about—what turns out to be—Kajii's one true passion: food.

This book is also the ideal audiobook experience, IMO. Not a widely achievable standard (hi, Tom Lake.) Also, if you've never eaten fresh, steaming rice with a big dollop of cold, good quality butter, stop reading this and go make it. Seriously. 

Coming back to life and getting stuck inside a woolly mammoth


A lightning-fast read with an interesting premise and questionable execution. Dr. Damira is a passionate expert who risks—and, ultimately, loses—her life defending the last of the wild elephants from violent poachers. Then, her consciousness—it would be too far, I think, to say her soul—is reanimated, many years later, as a digital file uploaded into the mind of a recreated woolly mammoth. The scientist in charge of the mammoths want her to teach the herd how to exist in the wild, a feat never before accomplished for animals born & bred in captivity. It isn't long before Damira, as the mammoth, discovers she's been tricked—and the stakes couldn't be higher.

Interesting, right? I wanted more time to luxuriate in each of the moments of Damira's life. Instead, this book reads like a Netflix limited-series, where details that could benefit from glorious time to develop are rushed and overly-explained, as if fearful of losing the reader's attention. I can't remember off the top of my head who said or wrote it, but the adage "challenge and complexity are an author's sign of respect for the reader" comes to mind here. 

A therapist's peek behind the curtain


I find therapist's memoirs fascinating, perhaps because I can relate to how they tend to interact with the people around them. I grew up an only child and—for the first 13 years anyway—an only grandchild. A tremendous amount of my time was spent buried in books. And my reading abilities soared early, which meant I was reading more mature books at an earlier age than my peers.

I think that's why my mind is so adept at emotional pattern recognition. I can often guess the plot of movies, TV shows, and unimaginative books long before the reveal is meant to be apparent to the audience. In real life, I find my mental schemas start working without waiting for my cue, connecting invisible dots and providing context I don't quite have the evidence to support, because being a good reader offered me a blueprint to navigate what we'd consider the basic human motivations, emotions, and reactions. To this day, I still feel oddly stupefied when I encounter someone who says or does something completely out of the left field; tolerating—even seeking and celebrating!—surprise is a very recent personal development.

Anyway, this book was lovely. Lori certainly knows how to grab and hold your attention, and her stories weave multiple narratives together, a narrative structure I tend to enjoy. The pacing felt tight, and I appreciated that she didn't shy away from laying her own story bare on the page. 

Wandering through the labyrinth

Whoa...

This book achieved indescribable levels of wonderful, surprising and wholly unique in all the best ways. I almost don't want to describe it at all—I could never adequately capture Susanna's pure gift for language, nor the musical lilt of Chiwetel's narration! Suffice to say: Piranesi, the title character, lives in a house that is the entire world. I don't mean this in the agoraphobic way; The House is a Narnian fantasy world, where the lower floors are awash in living ocean and the upper floors alive with clouds and birds. Piranesi keeps meticulous records, theming the years with titles such as "The Year the Albatross Came to the Northwestern Halls." Please, read and/or listen to this one.

And indeed, Tessa, upon my recommendation, enjoyed this book as much as I did, and surprised me with the sweetest housewarming present—a hand-stitched quote from Piranesi to bless the walls of my own comforting labyrinth! 

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Fall 2025 Reads

December 29, 2025

The wheels fell off my bus sometime around September and I'm not even totally sure why! The last few weeks of this year have been an utter whirlwind (to put it nicely) and it's kind of a miracle I managed to get any reading done at all. 'Tis also why I'm shoehorning the last three months of books into this 1 lengthy post! 

The book I wish I read 10 years ago

Not that my 17 year old self would've been able to truly appreciate Cheryl Strayed's sage advice...Cheryl Strayed's Wild is one of my favorite memoirs EVER and I was surprised that I'd never come across TBT before this year. 

Grief is a tumultuous journey. Multiple times this year I thought I was finally done schlepping the familiar weight of its mantle only to feel it settle back on my shoulders. In September, I found myself lugging it around again. I resumed my perpetual search for a balm. (Translation: I googled "books for heartbreak reddit.") Thank you, Reddit user inga_the_leopard for this baller recommendation.

This book is a collection of (some of) Cheryl Strayed's advice columns that she answered under the name "Dear Sugar." One letter, in particular, felt like Cheryl reached through the pages, grabbed me by the collar, and shook me to pay attention. In that picture, you can see a glimpse of blue writing on my hand—it's part of her advice in that letter! I have recommended this book to at least two people on their own journeys with grief since then and I seriously think everyone should read it.

Island claustrophobia x1000


I've never done an escape room (unless you count getting stuck in 2 locked bathrooms as a child, #trauma), but this novel IS one. A fiercely claustrophobic read that takes place on a practically deserted island near Antarctica, this thriller starts off incredibly strong and fades slowly over the course of the story. I was surprised (in a...disappointed way, I think) by the ending—the whole resolution happened so quickly! 

Meet the Salt family: the sole (human) residents of this island, the final stewards of a world seed bank buried deep in the rock of the island that is threatened by rising sea levels. All communication methods have been mysteriously destroyed and a heavy aura of suspicion hangs over the entire island. In the middle of a violent storm, a woman washes up on the rocks, barely alive. Who is this woman? Why is she here? How did she GET here? Why do Dominic and his children seem like they're hiding something? What happened to the entire team of researchers that used to maintain the seed bank? Why is Raff, the oldest, so angry? Why does Fen, the only daughter, prefer to sleep on the beach with the seals? Why does Orly, the youngest, talk to the wind and dark corners as if talking to a person? How is this family possibly going to transition to life as part of a society after so much isolation? Why does this island stink of death? 

I did really appreciate that this was such a patient novel—Charlotte was extremely restrained with the story and it served the plot well. I loved that each character had their own motivations that are slowly revealed to us as the story goes on, but the ending still stays with me...I'm just not sure it works! (But maybe that's just because I wanted a happy ending...)

Content warning: assault

Magical realism gang assemble


This book made me feel the same way I did the first time I read Percy Jackson. That could be the whole review, TBH, because doesn't that say it all? 

Leigh, who is a Yale grad herself—which adds a deliciously vindictive energy to the whole thing, turns the famed Ivy's group of secret societies into an entire magical (under)world, replete with secret rituals and ancient artifacts. The system of magic is complex AF and Leigh navigates it with such skill that I never felt lost. There's also a much larger commentary at play over the tangible influence these secret societies (and Ivies in general) have in the Real World, which never feels scolding even as it refuses to absolve each individual actor from blame. 

Ninth House follows Alex (an Outsider™) who seems to be the ultimate renegade choice to serve as the next Yale magical hall monitor (I'm bastardizing a bit here, but that's the gist). And yet, she is! Leigh drops us into the middle of the action and somehow things just continue to ramp the f*ck up. There's murder, conjuring, ghosts, reanimated corpses, glamours, disgusting frat bros, the library from Beauty & the Beast, creepy mansions, tarot cards....AND THAT ENDING! Okay, I did accurately peg the true villain at the heart of the plot around page 200 (of ~400). That didn't ruin my enjoyment, though! And it's been a really long time since I read a book that ended on such a stark cliffhanger that I felt such an immediate itch to read the sequel.

A practical guide to walking through the world with reverence & purpose


My love for Barbara Brown Taylor is hardly a secret. This is the second book of hers I've read in 2025 and I've listened to countless interviews and podcast episodes featuring her. Barbara is a true scholar of religion, belief, and hope. An ordained Episcopal minister, Barbara left the church to pursue teaching and quickly discovered the value of immersing herself and her students in religious traditions from other faiths and cultures. One of the results from her lifetime of exploration is this book: a field manual for mindfulness. 

You do not have to maintain any kind of ecumenical practice to gain value from Barbara's words. I'm still thinking about her chapter about blessings—who is "allowed" to give them, why they matter to us so much, and her description of a through house blessing that makes me feel at peace just thinking about it. Her voice is also SO calming that this entire audiobook felt like a 16 hour guided meditation.

For the Costco lovers


Emily's paternal grandmother is a hoarder, her dad is a compulsive shopper, and she has come of age in a time of utter American excess. Her probing investigation of her own relationship with bulk is also an investigation of what it means to be American in this day and age. It all makes for an uncomfortable read...I felt itchy and experienced several provoked moments of scorn, which is probably what Emily was going for! 

As she shared in an encompassing interview with Anne Helen Petersen"Bulk shares DNA with consumer culture and mass culture, but it is sweatier, denser, fleshier than those things. Bulk culture is Costco, but it is also fat camp, hoarding, haul videos on Youtube, sweepstakes, an Amazon review that accidentally reveals a deep well of anguish. Bulk culture isn’t wealth, or riches—it’s stuff...Our love and pain and dysfunction speaks the language of stuff...To me, bulk is too personal to be written like a scourge, too fraught to be written like a haven. It’s just an American ethos that sits very close to the bone. I wanted to write about stuff the way you would write about your family: tenderly, critically, curiously. Like something you’re a part of, even if you don’t always want to be." 

Bearing witness to technology's increasing invasion of everyday life


I don't claim this as a point for or against this read, but one of my annotations was "did I actually write this book?" 

This book brilliantly accounts for the qualitative losses brought about by the increasing colonization of daily life by technology. (I don't use the word "colonization" lightly here because I join thinkers including Eve Tuck and K. Wayne Yang in critiquing the "invasion" of the term as an act that "recenters whiteness" and "entertains a settler future." See: Tuck, Eve and K. Wayne Yang. “Decolonization is not a metaphor.” Decolonization: Indigeneity, Education & Society 1, no. 1 (2012): 1-40.) Highly recommend this book for anyone waging a battle against technology in their lives, or especially as a reference point when arguing with people who want to know more about why you're anti-tech overreach. 

As much as I loved this book and I'm glad to have it on my shelf...I still find myself stymied by the lack of NEW information I'm gleaning :/ I experienced this feeling a few times this year with Vauhini Vara's Searches, Amanda Hess' Second Life, and Eula Biss' Having and Being Had...maybe I'm expecting too much?

A brutal struggle between the romantics and the realists


This is an ugly play, TBH. Blanche—a neurotic southern belle with a drinking problem—arrives at her sister Stella's place, which Stella shares with Stanley—a brooding, calculated, angry man. Blanche slowly loses her grip on reality over the course of the play, prodded in no small part by Stanley. 

The problem of reading plays that you have never experienced on the stage is the extra work it takes to envision the staging and your utter inability to tell if your projections are accurate to the playwright's intentions. I rely on the discussions I have about plays that I read with my friends (several of whom are certified theater nerds and have see the play on stage) and by reading the reviews and light scholarship about the work online. (TBH Reddit is not a terrible forum for that task!) 

A gag gift that's actually quite good


Tinx (real name: Christina Najjar) is an influencer and DJ who dispenses a lot of dating advice for gals in their 20s. This book was a gift after I graduated with my Master's in 2024, accompanied by a note that read: "to figure out what's next!" I was not single then—the gift was actually from my partner! It was meant as a cheeky nod to the fact that I used to work with Tinx's brother in New York, which is how I learned about her. 

I slid the book onto my shelf after graduation and honestly forgot all about it! Then, a few weeks ago, I was looking for something lighthearted to read in the bath and my eyes landed on the bright pink spine. Why not? 

TLDR: I read the entire book that night, beginning in the bath and ending wrapped in a towel on my bed. Tinx's advice is salient and she writes well! (I shouldn't be surprised considering the high literary aptitude of her brother.) It's not easy to strike a conversational tone across an entire book without it falling flat, but Tinx manages it. This was an easy, quick read and contained cute nuggets of advice. (I've officially started keeping my own crush list!) I love a book that makes me feel like I'm part of a sisterhood without being cloying, yknow?

The coziest read of the year


Full disclosure: I chose this book for one of my book clubs and I completely worried that I had f*cked up within the first 25 pages because this book has a rather unsteady beginning....luckily, I was WRONG! It was a great read.

I want to live in this book. Like literally crawl inside the atmosphere Hwang Bo-Reum (and translator Shanna Tan) created and fully set up shop forever. The epitome of an encompassing read (I could seriously SMELL the coffee Minjun makes as I read it...), this book is also highly existential in the tradition of a great deal of contemporary East Asian authors, as I've discovered lately. We join the characters grappling with all the big questions we each have to ask ourselves about what it means to live a good life, how to manage expectations, and how to be true to yourself. 

Would you go back in time to kill baby H*tler? as a book concept


My love affair with vintage Stephen King continues with The Dead Zone (picked up at Sherman's Books in Maine!). Johnny Smith suffers a small skating accident as a child, knocking his head against the ice—not hard enough to cause the rural Mainers around him to take him to the hospital but just hard enough for him to develop a latent psychic ability.

His sleeping clairsentience awakens after a brutal taxi accident that leaves him near death in a lengthy coma. When he awakens (already a miracle), Johnny discovers that he has vivid flashes of events he couldn't possibly otherwise know when he touches the people around him. He predicts fires, presidential elections, and, eventually, the end of the world as we know it when he shakes the hand of one particularly nefarious politician. What is Johnny to do?!

King is at his best here—the exposition is detailed but not overly lengthy, the pacing keeps your attention, and the violence is brutal and quick.

Heady spiritual theory from a tainted source

Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by ChΓΆgyam Trungpa (free access to the complete text via Internet Archive)

This book is a series of transcribed lectures delivered by disgraced guru ChΓΆgyam Trungpa about the tendency for the ego to "convert anything to its own use...even spirituality." A dense tract of thoughts and practices, there are recorded Q&As at the end of each chapter that help illuminate some of the more complex concepts. 

Unfortunately, I discovered after having read this book that Trungpa was an abusive predator who created an entire spiritual community that protected him from the law as he preyed on minors, assaulted women, and committed other acts of violence. The Canadian news source The Walrus published a comprehensive report of Trungpa's life, rise to power, his multiple abuses of said power, and the continued impact on the lives of people who have interacted with the Shambhala organization. 

The introduction to the book was written by Trungpa's son, who became the heir apparent to his Shambhala legacy and has also been accused of sexual assault. I'm honestly not sure how this information impacts my understanding of this text nor its continued place on my shelf. I initially found this text useful for adding depth to my own practice, but I am not a blanket believer that you can divorce the art from the artist nor the teachings from the predator. I will continue to think about this as I continue along the journey of my practice.

I purchased this book secondhand and, if you are interested in reading it, I highly recommend finding your own secondhand copy or accessing it at the link above via Internet Archive to avoid monetarily supporting the Shambhala organization. 

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All of the Books I Read in 2025

December 26, 2025


One of my 25 Hard Things in 2025 challenges was to read 50 books. Spoiler alert: I DID IT! Here are the 52 books I read in 2025 (emoji key below, click for a review of each book): 

       Standout favorites πŸ’–
  1. Peace is Every Step by Thich Nhat Hanh (March) ✨🧠
  2. James by Percival Everett (April) πŸ›️
  3. We Lived on the Horizon by Erika Swyler (May) πŸ³️‍🌈♒️
  4. Black Woods Blue Sky by Eowyn Ivey (May) πŸ’•♒️
  5. Do Not Say We Have Nothing by Madeleine Thien (May) 
  6. The Secret History by Donna Tartt (July) πŸ›️
  7. Vera, or Faith by Gary Shteyngart (July) 
  8. After the Ecstasy, the Laundry by Jack Kornfield (July) ✨🧠
  9. The King of a Rainy Country by Brigid Brophy (July) πŸ³️‍🌈
  10. Tiny Beautiful Things by Cheryl Strayed (September) ✨🧠
  11. Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo (September) πŸ‘»
  12. An Altar in the World: A Geography of Faith by Barbara Brown Taylor (September) ✨🧠
  13. Welcome to the Hyunam-Dong Bookshop by Hwang Bo-Reum (November) ♒️ 

    Books that made me go "hmm..."
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    1. The Safekeep by Yael Van Der Wouden (February) πŸ³️‍πŸŒˆπŸ’•
    2. Hope for Cynics by Jamil Zaki (February) πŸ§ 
    3. All About Love by bell hooks (March) πŸ§ 
    4. Learning to Walk in the Dark by Barbara Brown Taylor (April) ✨🧠
    5. Heroes of the Fourth Turning by Will Arbery (August) ♒️

      Plays 
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    6. Shakespeare's A Midsummer Night's Dream (April) ♒️
    7. Fences by August Wilson (July) 
    8. The Glass Menagerie by Tennessee Williams (July)
    9. A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams (October)

      Shorter books, poetry, & collections πŸ’¨
    10. Call of the Wild and White Fang by Jack London (January) 
    11. Make Believe by Victoria Hutchins (March) 
    12. Bluets by Maggie Nelson (May) πŸ’•♒️
    13. Spent by Alison Bechdel (June) πŸ³️‍🌈
    14. So Late in the Day by Claire Keegan (June) πŸ‘»
    15. Atavists by Lydia Millet (July) ♒️
    16. American Bulk by Emily Mester (October) 🧠

      Books 
      πŸ“š
    17. The White Book by Han Kang (January) ♒️
    18. Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut (January) 
    19. Femina by Janina Ramirez (January) πŸ§ 
    20. How to Fall in Love in a Time of Unnamable Disaster by Muriel Leung (February) πŸ³️‍πŸŒˆπŸ’•
    21. The Overnight Guest by Heather Gudenkauf (February) πŸ‘»
    22. Quicksand by Nella Larsen (March) πŸ›️♒️
    23. Aflame by Pico Iyer (April) ✨🧠
    24. Careless People by Sarah Wynn-Williams (April) πŸ§ 
    25. Having and Being Had by Eula Biss (April) πŸ˜•πŸ§ 
    26. The Float Test by Lynn Steger Strong (May) πŸ˜•
    27. We Were Made For These Times by Kaira Jewel Lingo (May) ✨🧠
    28. Second Life by Amanda Hess (May) πŸ§ πŸ˜•
    29. Searches: Selfhood in the Digital Age by Vauhini Vara (May) πŸ˜•πŸ§ 
    30. Let Only Red Flowers Bloom by Emily Feng (June) πŸ§ 
    31. Tess of the d'Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy (July) πŸ›️πŸ’•
    32. The South by Tash Aw (July) πŸ³️‍πŸŒˆπŸ’•
    33. How We Show Up by Mia Birdsong (August) ✨🧠
    34. Notes on Infinity by Austin Taylor (August) πŸ’•
    35. Wild Dark Shore by Charlotte McConaghy (September) πŸ‘»♒️
    36. The Extinction of Experience by Christine Rosen (October) πŸ§ 
    37. The Shift by Tinx (November) πŸ§ 
    38. Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by ChΓΆgyam Trungpa (November) ✨🧠
    39. The Dead Zone by Stephen King (December) πŸ‘»
    ✨ = a spiritual read
    πŸ›️ = a classic (or one I think should be considered a classic) 
    🧠 = nonfiction
    🏳️‍🌈 = queer
    πŸ’• = romance-forward
    πŸ‘» = thriller / scary
    πŸ˜• = not my faves....
    ♒️ = books that felt very Aquarius to me OR books that were very vibe-forward 

    A recap by the numbers...
    • 38% of the books I read this year were nonfiction—a solid chunk, I think! 
    • 1 in 4 were standout favorites
    • 6 queer books—not enough! Making this much more of a conscious focus next year
    • 65% women authors—I didn't consciously make this decision, but nevertheless I'm pleased
    • 55% of my reading for the year was accomplished before July
    • 21% (11 books) of my reading happened between September and December...what an uneven split! The fall has been really Weird for me and this statistic is a fascinating indication of my priorities shifting radically...

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    2025 Beach Week Reads

    October 6, 2025


    I was striving for the record this year, but I ended up leaving beach week 1 day early and that's the excuse I'll use for "only" reading 5 books this year (the same as last year).

    Harriet the Spy for the 21st century

    I was a voracious reader as a child (unsurprising) and a great deal of the books I spent hours and hours of my young life devouring featured precocious children trying to navigate a world that didn't wholly understand them. Delightfully ignoring what that might imply about me, I experienced a renewed flush of affinity for the constant companions of my youth through Vera.

    Like my pals Harriet, Pippi, Constance, Winnie, and Junie B., Vera is a bright, well-meaning, aloof little girl who finds herself much more at home in the complex recesses of her mind than with her peers. New York City is Vera's playground as she tries desperately to keep her impetuous father and exhausted stepmother from divorcing, to befriend at least one of her classmates before the end of the year, and to confront the blossoming existential crisis born of her own biological mother's highly felt absence. 

    This book is charming in nearly every sense of the word. Before reading Vera, I was unfamiliar with Gary Shteyngart's work (though he did write one of my favorite travel writing pieces in recent memory). Turns out, he's a prolific satirist. That explains the subtlety of the world-building he does here. Most of the NYC that Vera explores is familiar to us, but there are elements sprinkled throughout the story that get incrementally larger as the novel goes on that blur that perception for us; things like fully autonomous cars, a talking AI chessboard companion, border checkpoints between U.S. states, federal menstrual cycle reporting, and the ongoing commentary of a proposed "5/3rds law" are background elements in Vera's world and thus do not warrant extraordinary attention or explanation, but have an impact nonetheless. 

    The Tiffany problem, queer edition

    When I came out to my mother, she said 2 things in immediate response. She affirmed her love for me, and parroted back what she thought I had said, her longtime strategy for demonstrating her listening comprehension. "So, you want to have sex with women." I'm confident that's what she heard, but that's not what I said. 

    I've spent the many years since that first conversation endeavoring to find the words to understand & explain (to myself, to my mother, to anyone who will listen, really...) my relationship to my queerness. Queerness (at least to me) is not simply about reversing the heterosexual enforcement of gendered criteria for the person sharing my bed. My queerness is about liberating myself from the expectations and enforcements of harsh binaries, like gender, an act that carries into every aspect of my lived experience.

    This book is a lovely reminder of the rich legacy to which we (queer people) belong in a remarkably quotidian way. Not to wade into the endless parade of bullsh*t that passes as "relationship discourse" on the internet, but it's incredibly easy for me to conceive of the relationships I have with friends, lovers, and partners as products of our contemporary moment instead of as honorable entries in the long history of queerness. 

    All of this to say, Brigid Brophy's 1956 novel felt remarkably familiar to me. Queerness is the main feature of this book, but it's not an empty plot device. Susan and Neale are pallid 20-somethings living together in London. They are roommates who may get married but also don't sleep together but also that's not really off the table and both of them have found themselves intertwined with lovers of all genders. Susan, working as a secretary for an underground porno book publisher, recognizes a cheesecake shot of her high school paramour, Cynthia. Susan sets out alongside a languid Neal on a zany adventure through Europe to track Cynthia down, traveling through Paris, Rome, Florence, and, finally, Venice. There, the duo finally catch up to Cynthia and also encounter Helena, a queer elder, who is present for only the last quarter of the book and still manages to change everything

    Man-writes-woman, part ∞ 

    A question for all the English majors out there: do we all feel like fakers, or is it just me? Tess is one of those canonical titles that made me feel like a fraudulent English major for never having read. Now having read it.....🀷‍♀️ It's a pretty generic Victorian novel in some respects, though I must give credit to Thomas Hardy for his moving pastoral elegies. His hyper focus on Tess as his main character is quite successful, too, but her character is extremely underbaked as a whole. 

    Tess is a young woman living in rural England with incredibly impressionable and lackadaisical parents, to whom the revelation of their family's alleged previous social standing (since frittered away over the generations) imbues an unearned air of self-importance. This new grandiosity is the impetus for Tess' pursuit of the patronage of a "fellow d'Urberville," which lands her in the arms of her boorish, not-cousin, Alec. 

    Obviously, this dalliance results in a pregnancy out of wedlock (bc morality). The baby is literally named Sorrow, in case we didn't get the message, and doesn't live long after birth. Tess attempts to recoup some grace in the eyes of society by becoming a milkmaid in a neighboring county. It is there that she encounters Angel, the highly educated black sheep of a local parson's family who has captured the affection of every milkmaid on the farm, including Tess. Obviously, he falls for her. Unfortunately, her uncouth past threatens to derail her "one true chance" at happiness. 

    It's been a minute since I studied Victorian culture, so Thomas Hardy could very well be making nuanced arguments, observations, and critiques of morality culture that are lost on me. But goddamn! Misogyny reigns supreme in extremely overt and insidious ways in this text and is so ingrained in Tess herself that I often found myself shaking the book as if shaking her shoulders.

    Call Me By Your Name if it took place in Malaysia

    This darling bildungsroman takes place over the course of an incredibly impactful summer in rural Malaysia. Jay is our focus (mostly)—a boy in his late teens who (unhappily) travels with his family to their ancestral farm for the summer. There, he finds himself drawn to Chuan, the son of the farm's caretaker. I loved the artful evocation of quotidian existence and characters that order everyday life in southeast Asia. Tash Aw is not world-building, he's channeling reality and it casts a potent nostalgia over the entire novel. 

    I think Aw's decision to change POVs every chapter hindered our story, though. We don't get enough of the various b-plot lines to make them interesting enough to divert our attention from Jay and I resented being forced to look away. And unlike CMBYN, we don't really get any glimpses of interiority on Jay or Chuan's parts, nor are we allowed into the small romantic moments between them, really. Overall, I was left wanting.

    A mindfulness manual

    I started this book months ago and have been savoring it. In this work, Jack Kornfield has collected countless reflections, stories, and lessons about how to live a spiritual, intentional life as part of the real world from priests, monks, nuns, rabbis, swamis, gurus, imams, mystics, zen masters, meditation teachers, and laypeople. I think I've underlined or highlighted something on nearly every single page.

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